I am court ordered to attend outside meetings and even though they don't specify A.A., its the only one that operates in my area (Montclair, NJ). It depresses me when i go to them. I was sober 6 months on my own, relapsed after attending because of female drama, been dry again for over a month having not attended any meetings, seeing those miserable people moan about being weak, powerless people sickens me. I am better off on my own but am scared of violating probation if I do not go...well anyone else have an issue with them?
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